/and then you let go./

its been raining quite heavy lately, at least for my place, accompanied by nights of insomnia too... (even warm milk+honey failed this time.... leaving the tough job to my Deep-sleep essential oil aroma therapy...)

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i can forgive but i cant forget, the cliche of forgive and forget.

i cannot selectively delete events from my memory.. i know it sounds bitter, tried not to torn the words apart, im not sure if i can ever forget......however, yes, im hoping one day i could reach that ultimate level and be rewarded with a feeling of freedom and fruitfulness later when I, too, can forgive and forget, and give the gift of forgiveness to those who have hurt you.

and everything doesn't happen for a reason.

i mite have been looking for an answer, the explanation, THE reason, then, one day, i realized,
there isn't a reason for everything... Time as the constant changing factor, with each second disappearing, it changes the results of things, n altered the routes we are heading, causing things n ppl to change constantly and of coz, inevitably.


stace's context of understanding memory:

(enviroment/experience of onself) x Time(factor) = Memory (perceptual/working memory)



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深呼吸，再呼吸。

日子飛快的爬着.

x x x x x

總是有好些事情可以令你知道你在別人心中的分量.

以為自己早已看化了一切. 誰知道原來根本做不到如此洒脫.

然而難過以後還是得如沒事人般以笑臉相對。

太多的時候, 都覺得自己是被遺棄的一個.

x x x x x

一些事情正在發生, 一些改變正在進行。

有時候, 為著那未知的將來, 我們總要冒險地放棄現在所擁有的。

其實我真的不知道這是否值得。

我只可以, 靜靜的等待。