/旅行，不過是換個家生活./

every moment another story begins.

no matter where it will be, I believe it's gonna b yet another exciting one! ;)

hold tight, let the venture begin.

/不再./

So here I'm, standing all alone.

/Kahlúa & Baileys+milk./

两个人在一起，象一杯奶咖。
一半牛奶，一半咖啡。
白绸黑金结合在一起的无间道。
想要口味醇厚，比例要拿捏地刚刚好
So ist es

/and then you let go./

its been raining quite heavy lately, at least for my place, accompanied by nights of insomnia too... (even warm milk+honey failed this time.... leaving the tough job to my Deep-sleep essential oil aroma therapy...)

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i can forgive but i cant forget, the cliche of forgive and forget.

i cannot selectively delete events from my memory.. i know it sounds bitter, tried not to torn the words apart, im not sure if i can ever forget......however, yes, im hoping one day i could reach that ultimate level and be rewarded with a feeling of freedom and fruitfulness later when I, too, can forgive and forget, and give the gift of forgiveness to those who have hurt you.

and everything doesn't happen for a reason.

i mite have been looking for an answer, the explanation, THE reason, then, one day, i realized,
there isn't a reason for everything... Time as the constant changing factor, with each second disappearing, it changes the results of things, n altered the routes we are heading, causing things n ppl to change constantly and of coz, inevitably.


stace's context of understanding memory:

(enviroment/experience of onself) x Time(factor) = Memory (perceptual/working memory)



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深呼吸，再呼吸。

日子飛快的爬着.

x x x x x

總是有好些事情可以令你知道你在別人心中的分量.

以為自己早已看化了一切. 誰知道原來根本做不到如此洒脫.

然而難過以後還是得如沒事人般以笑臉相對。

太多的時候, 都覺得自己是被遺棄的一個.

x x x x x

一些事情正在發生, 一些改變正在進行。

有時候, 為著那未知的將來, 我們總要冒險地放棄現在所擁有的。

其實我真的不知道這是否值得。

我只可以, 靜靜的等待。

天堂是什么样子，外公？

昨天晚上外公离开了我们。。。

虽然这些日子有心里准备，但还是觉得很太突然，不知如何是好，连走路、发呆也会流泪，儿童时跟外公生活的一幕幕铺天盖地扑面而来，挡也挡不住，通通在眼前上映，历历在目，就好像昨天的事儿似的。。。

第一次领悟到当最亲最爱的人离开时，某一部分的自己也跟着离开了。

超级惋惜，超级不舍，但一切已不能改变，也不能在把外公叫醒，连最后一面都能赶上。

懊恼疯了

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就像所说的，
be strong now, coz it can't rain forever.

希望天堂是没有病痛，悲伤，只有快乐的。。。

天下无不散之宴席，有聚必然就有散。

明流潜流。

阴谋阳谋。

席已散，酒尚暖。

何妨温一壶月下酒，独自高歌？

何况，还有其他的宴席等待着去赴呢。